YouTube personality Amy Geliebter’s new makeup tutorial is much more than a vlogger how-to. In it, Geliebter applies concealer in the shade Denial and Emotional Repression and lipstick in the shade Just Smile More in order to demonstrate just how exhausting it can be to hide depression from the outside world. While it’s definitely tongue in cheek, she makes a powerful point about the stigmas that surround mental illness.